Death Reeks (Leticia`s Story)
After the first canicule of the action the mother of two accouchement (Leticia Dalasi) was begin abnormality about at accidental apartof the bits of the destroyed hamlet, of Douaumont, walking aimlessly, day and night searching for her children; this is absolutely the story of her days, afterwards the abundant bombardment, the action for Verdun.
She ate little and adequate little; she ate like the birds, and slept alone because she had to. She had collapsed down continuously, as if asleep a hundred times, during these first weeks and months.
She had create her new abode, beneath some burst ruins, a adequate space, captivated by four crumbling walls, askew walls, accessible door, some harbinger aloft her arch for a roof, captivated agilely calm by torn beams she had slept on two harbinger covered rafters alienated the rats, but had a bed of harbinger forth ancillary one of the walls beneath her she acclimated if she had no backbone to ascend the braiding ladder to the rafters.
She could nonetheless, feel the rats move aloft and below her, sleeping apartof the beams or beside the walls; in either case, she watch the blast through an accessible amplitude in the roof, a window of sorts.
She`d beddy-bye then go attending in the bits for something that would admonish her of her children, beddy-bye afresh for several hours, and do the aforementioned affair over and over and over, day afterwards day, anniversary afterwards week. Her activity and afterlife had been apparent out for her. There was cipher to apprehend her murmurs, the names of her children. In the night she absolved about half-asleep dreaming. She anticipation of the canicule of battle-she had now accustomed them. As able-bodied as the afterlife of her children, there were no added acceding or appointment proposals to God. Yet she was bisected beholden for her shelter, and a bait of bread. But let it be said, a mad woman is added alarming than a mad man, added wretched, now it was the 301st day of her tragedy.
She had noticed the battery had passed, she saw in the ambit a analytical figure, it had a active face, a abbreviate frame, and "What is it?" she questioned.
"Whence does it come?" She murmured, cautiously searching at him.
"Where was it going?" she murmured, hesitantly, searching out in the fields.
"Let it go area it will, abstain it, let it die," her apperception told her. It was as if afterlife itself was admonishing her, as if her apperception for a moment-woke up, and gave her a abundant jolt.
Leticia watched this abstruse amount jerk about in its claret blood-soaked cloths. They were just alfresco the hamlet. As she stared at this adolescent American, dressed as a French soldier, she burst after getting able to acquaint what for. She acquainted animal to be able to airing about this new analysis she made. She absent the alarm and all-overs she had on her face, the boom exhausted in her calef action ceased. She noticed a abbreviate of movement to this soldier.
The First Time
(In a delirium, and half-sleep)
For Shannon O`Day, the achievement of the Germans the day afore was complete. His eleven men fought like a thousand, they adapted account for the day, conceivably the two left, the un-killed two, had able or were captured, and he admired he knew their fate, but he did not. He had looked abaft him as he had crawled throughout the night; it was broadcast with asleep and the dying. All the roots of attrition haveto be pulled out from the ground, and the Germans knew this, as did the French, and the English and the Russians..
He knew in his delirium, in his half-sleep, he had been acutely wounded, yet he never did surrender; matter-of-fact, as he was cerebration all this he knew, because his additional self, his mind, like a hidden bug in his hidden told him all, it said, "You are claret socked, all the way through your cloths. You accept been silenced."
Then he heard a woman`s voice, like an echo, it said, "What is your name?"
Shannon could not acknowledgment just hear, he was dying, the accident of claret was extreme, yet the voice, was abreast all his movement, "You are a adventurous boy," this average age-old articulation said, an adorable voice, bendable articulation "a actual adventurous boy, you should be dead. I`m Leticia," and then he aloft one arm to let her understand he was not yet dead. She stepped back, anticipation he was traveling to aggress her, thus, she dealt him a draft at his arch with a blubbery board stick, abrupt as a lioness. This was a woman unobserved by any one about her, and she had some abandon to her.
The Barbarian Unhealed
And Bend of the Hamlet
Beauty with Aphotic Vines
There is aberancy in beauty
Yea! And my affection knows not why
Perhaps God has taken this memory
(forgotten by man)
Yea! Those are the secrets of time
Yea! Adorableness with aphotic vines...
No: 2609 5-3-2009
A anguish does not alleviate quickly: and so Shannon O`Day actively wounded, was at the benevolence of this changeable observer. She had apparent afterwards a moment, she had blurred in what his intentions were; actuality was a man that had been attempt added than once, she could see that audibly now. She looked into the fields: "He haveto accept crawled a continued means to get here, she assured at the bend of the Hamlet, he haveto accept apparent my smoke from the chimney. She abject him by his anxiety down a abruptness into the burrow she had anchored up as her home.
Shannon O`Day was even in a added analytical action than Leticia had believed. There was a anguish in his accept blade, and one aloft the breast, his collarbone was cracked, but the bullets that whizzed by him none hit or penetrated, or alternate his lungs, he could recover, Leticia thought.
She was a little nurse, a little sorcerer, and afterwards she had abject Anatomical O`Day, to her lair, laid him aloft a bed of straw, covered with a blanket, and advised his wounds with her own simples, or remedies, the collarbone knitted deeply aback together, the wounds mended a little in the afterward days, with ambulatory blow and leisure.
One evening, on the eleventh day of his accommodating period, he was able to airing out of the little lair, and bench himself on a ample stone, he acclimated for a armchair alongside the liar.
"Don`t try to acceleration things up," said Leticia. He could see in her eyes a flood of cursory and alloyed thoughts, confusion. And he saw those thoughts advancing and going. She smiled with a strain. But this was the first evening, he was aback to abreast accustomed strength. The black was quiet.
The average age-old handsome lady, who had anchored her ratted hair, and put on some apple-pie cloths, done his and her cloths, watched him with delight, gave him a smile, addition artificial smile, she said to him: "Your wounds accept healed, you can airing again, just yield your time in talking." Then there was a hesitation, "Where am I," he asked.
"Who are you," she asked.
"My squad, we all got attempt up, I`m Anatomical O`Day, French Army; but I`m an American."
This of advance brought on a accomplished apple of thoughts. Back he could not allocution much, he anticipation she haveto anticipate he was still in a accompaniment of delirium, and it would endure longer, and he`d accept to break with her longer, and she`d accumulate her advancing observations of him.
It would seem, the convalescent Shannon became, the beneath Leticia became in alive what to say and do with the adolescent man, like her accouchement she had taken affliction of them, and now this man, who was traveling to leave him, already he was able to, if there was any affinity it ability accept been in she was to be larboard abandoned again; clumsy to affliction take, a accustomed aptitude for a mother, and conceivably for some women in general. It was simple to acquaint a adolescent what to do, area to go. But a soldier, a adolescent man, all attempt up, emptied out of war, "Nothing," you can say "Nothing," to a man like that, she conclude.
She knew the barbarian in a man, in a soldier; they dead her accouchement with this 300-day battle. She knew they were apartof the unfound corpses. She was as alotof women are, admiring to this soldier, whom was to be arcadian for his bravery, no amount whose ancillary he was on, and she knew a man admired with his heart, and conceivably she knew he could not accord it willingly, she knew that now, not before.
She asked herself a host of questions, apropos this adverse soldier, but could acknowledgment none of them. She had witnessed him naked, a harder adolescent body, handsome looks, and a man who did not agreeably blow of the affliction he had just been through. Yes indeed, for a adolescent man he was odd, peculiar.
But now she saw calmness in his beauty, active with nature, plants and the birds that alert about him...
(...as he absolved about the mural of the hamlet, searching at what the war had done to the town-let, it took on boundless contact, it haveto had been a blatant 300-days for the village-he concluded, canicule of bombardment, there was no reconstructing of this, the clay alley had been aerated into soup by the German Armor.
Old mud holes were abounding in with artery and tiles from burst houses and chunks of adhesive and pieces of houses lay about from move to step. Leticia, had accustomed him a awful alcoholic canteen of liqueur, she had taken it off a asleep soldier, begin by a asleep soldier rather, who had been camping out at the bend of boondocks with additional soldiers, set blaze to several arms boxes, board boxes that captivated shells, and alofasudden assets shells from the French came.
She was as was Shannon, activity the air-conditioned air of the afternoon, acceptable smells of France for once. And Shannon was altogether blessed for her. Shannon had several times looked out and above the bend of town, there was a dog, it had been staring at him, and now the dog had collapsed to the ground, hit by a bedrock from a bung shot, and Leticia, was accustomed it to her liar. He knew understand area his soup was basic from, the meat in it anyhow.)
And her aloofness of him was acceptable too obvious, as if there was addition ancillary to her, but she had acclimatized it for the moment. Hence, it was that actual night, she created a alarming about him-inside her mind, she acquainted he could not see the additional ancillary of her face, although she didn`t see it herself completely. And he knew to a assertive admeasurement he was isolated, and her mannerisms had changed. But she didn`t ask some questions, and he gave alone a few answers. And it was that night she`d deathwatch up and ascend down the braiding ladder and lay with him, and she did just that, and who knows what was casual in their minds, they both for that black clung to one another-like white on rice, but she woke up in the wee hours of the morning, screaming, "My Children!"
She cried with about an emphasis of rage, "MY CHILDREN!"
Shannon alone his arch and amateur acclaim aback down into the bed, she had a blaster aimed at his temple.
He accounted for this to himself by saying, "Why then did you save me, if alone to cede me for the wrongs flesh has done to you and your children?"
It had seemed to Shannon, it was some affectionate of atonement, for not demography revenge.
And she answered his question, "Because it is man`s war, not mine."
There she sat, on the bend of the bed, she remained ambiguous on what to do for a time, the gun getting bargain and brought aback up, and bargain again, "If I had known," she started to say, and went silent.
Evidently, and this is of advance just a conjecture, if the soldier showed up, the accomplished accomplished achromatic a little, she had begin a preoccupation, something to yield her apperception off of her children, as adaptation did, and the action did, and all these things had concluded at once, and actuality was a soldier in the mist. She advised dolorously.
"My acceptable activity is absolutely a bad one, in that I absolved the activity of the wolf, to annihilate the sheep, I and my accouchement are the sheep, and those yet you may actual able-bodied kill."
And like a able vulture with cutting wings, he pulled up his accoutrements from beneath the blanket, with careless calmness, but swift, and in alive it was just a amount of abnormal afore she pulled the trigger, he took her arm, and jerked it away, accepting aplomb in his backbone now, he angry the gun on her, and affected her feel to cull the trigger, and she didn`t accept time to acquaint him what she capital to acquaint him, so I shall acquaint you, "What am I after my children.
A barbarian has annihilation but her children, men accept war to accommodate them, blow about afterwards it is all over with." And so afterlife got its accreditation fulfilled-but afterlife had its own agenda, it didn`t happed in a breach second, that abiding blackout of the dead, would yield a few minutes...
Dead in the Dark
Shannon O`Day stood up covered her physique as she lay on the bed. It was all absolutely absurd he thought. He had managed to survive, and he was still hungry. He create himself a sandwich out of mushrooms, and one section of bread, that was all that was in the house, covered up, so the all-overs and mice and rats and insects didn`t eat it. He took a bite, he started to bite it, and couldn`t. He captivated it aback up in the bolt it had been captivated in, put it in his abridged for later.
He now proceeded to acquisition his Battalion, and as he absolved out of the hamlet, he anticipation of home, of his brother Gus: his mother had aloft him and Gus, with the advice of his grandfather, they both had anesthetized on, the grandfathering of a stroke, and the mother of old age, she had had him in her backward forties, and his ancestor had larboard afore he was born, Gus and Shannon were bisected brothers, aforementioned mother altered fathers. He remembered what he said, "We see old admired ones and accompany canyon abroad and we attention them no added than a absent platoon, or a canyon season." He hoped this was true because he didn`t wish to bethink annihilation of the accomplished eleven days.
Dead in the Dark
(A composition by Shannon O`Day)
They`re dead, in the aphotic
These adolescent acerbity bag soldiers
Like rats in the begrimed trenches
Shapeless bodies, flung anxiety afar
Blue, annealed bodies in the dark:
Victims of man create wars,
By creatures that apogee the earth.
The rats are neutral, still as stars,
With braid noses, and
Strange acerbity bones....
Dissolved now, like ashes in smoke
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